Hello. I’m alive, yes. That is all for now.
read this just now and it is so true. I hate that i am making all these posts about him but bare with me- i need to get this out.
"LETTING GO OF SOMEONE SPECIAL IS HARD, BUT HOLDING ONTO TO SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T EVEN FEEL THE SAME IS HARDER"
i cant believe i thought he actually liked me.
okay so i see him at our towns fireworks night- which he knows im going to and we arrange to meet and say hi, i find him say hi and give him a hug then i notice he is with this girl who happens to give me mega evils. Then he goes on the phone so i wait and then HE BLOODY WALKS OFF WITH HER! like okay i know we are not a couple and yes it did hurt when i saw them together and its not like i own him but i just thought… for a moment.
all the texts, working together, hanging out, laughing , hugging and shit that maybe he liked me just a little. I was wrong. He only talks and hangs out with me when it bloody suits him- when he has nobody to piss about with. I am his default.
so done with him. I have to stop kidding myself.
and do you know what, to be honest i can do better.
He has been through so many girls in the time i’ve known him and i am not going to just be another one to add to the list- screw you.